it's not easy.....c0mplicated....

ermmmmm....bnyk btol la prob skang ni....mcm2 jdik....nak elak pon bukan bleh settle prob..tmbh complicated ader laa....so,nak x nak ak ave t0 face it la...itu yg trbaik..dun ever afraid face u'r prob..try t0 b chill n slowly settle it..(ayat itu la yg sllu ak dgr & try praktik)...tp realitinya...sumtimes,its hard 4 me to face it...bnyk bnda ak trpaksa fikir n consider...(x smudah yg dkata kalo nk settle prob ni..hampeehhhh)...ak mmg prob kalo nk share sal prob + masalah ni..bukan apa...ak kalo bleh xnak bg pening kpla org..cukup la ak serabut sndri..(no wonder member sllu tegur ak ni serabut..uwaaaa)...ungkapan "sharing is caring" ni ak tau cakap kat org len..tp bila time sndri kena..ak rasa cam x confident arr nak share probs ngan org len..ak pon x tau napa...nak cakap its sumting embarrassing...not really...atau itu mmg natural habitl ak yg xnak share..(bukan brmaksud ak kedekut ya...ak bleh ja share brg2,money or sumting else)...errmmm..ak xda laa niat nak share 0r tellling u bout my probs ni..just ak saja nk melalut...ngeeeee....suka suki jerrr....at least kurg ckit beban ak..(^_^)...ok la itu je pon..haahha...
p/s: so sory.....cta trgantung daaa..to b continued........ngeeeee